12. 35 Qualities Of Becoming A Shepherd 4

Welcome to track #12 of the Privilege. Raise your hand. I'm I'm talking to I'm talking to the brothers. Now how many brothers? Stand, Stand, stand. Do they look angelic? Stand. Come. Come another Angel. Come, Angel One. What do you think? Angelic. Sit down. She sings like an Angel. Angelic. You see her. Come to this. Come to this side. Angelic. Angelic wow. Angelic. Wow. Angelic angels come. Wow, wow, wow. This is a fair Angel. Songs. Songs of Solomon, my beloved, is fair. Wow, wow, wow. Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow. When you are new, you would think that they are all angels, but when you have stayed around for some time. Then you will know that all is not as it appears, some of the most wicked. Can I have all the angels to come back? All the angels line up, line up, line up, hey. They have even changed my tongues. After you've been around for some time, that's when you would know that they can be some of the most wiki people. This one's here, standing here, jealous, envious, cantankerous, I'll natured possipping, slandering, bitter. The wickedness, the bitterness is deep, bitter. It cannot come out after years. Some of them as you see them standing here, bitterness from former boyfriend. They are mummies, they wait, They are manifesting it on the current guy is experiencing all the sorrows. A certain wife, she told her daughter when her daughter was going to get married. My pastor told me years ago I was in London. He said One thing I can tell you proudly, my daughter as you are going into marriage is that your father has never seen me naked before. Shaya bhaya, shaya bhaya. And I cannot go further. You see them like this, see that some of them will marry. The husband will regret. I was deceived by ties and bottoms, bottoms and ties, bottoms and ties. What a deception. When I saw I was attracted, I said this is a delicious, voluptuous, I mean scintillating the horizon when you are in novice, when you are in novice, when you see it looks nice, you say it is nice. But when you have been around for some time and you see, you say wait, wait for some time, wait for some time to be sure it is true or it is not true. Most ladies will not like to have a woman as their boss. Is it not true? Is it not true, like your woman to be your boss or even a woman to be your doctor? It's a marvelous thing. Yeah, your gynecologist. So what's a caring person who cares for me? Doesn't care. Oh yeah, yeah, fantastic. But when you are new, when you just came. JJC, Johnny, just come. Johnny, just come. You have not been to New Believer school yet. Take your seat. Passerie shirt continue. OK, the next one was what have you found your notes? Just flip back, flip back, flip back. Those are the back. Have you found your notes, your points? So what it means to be delivered, delivered from a low ranking job? What does it mean? It means to be elevated above a routine job. Please welcome the Bishop one more time. Are you there? Oh, you are going home? Yeah. Yeah, when you are a novice, there are many things you do not know, but as you stay around when you are a novice, you will think one. A certain novice left my church and he told me something as he was going. He said give me 6 months and I will show you what is church growth. I will show you church growth in six months. It's been about almost 20 years. We are still waiting for the church growth because he was a novice in being a founder. He was a he was not a novice as a pastor, but he was a novice in being a founder of something. There's a difference between a founder and then a pastor. Just a pastor or a branch pastor. Yeah. He was a novice as far as founding things, but you wouldn't know. You get it. Yeah, so, Briders and sisters, I want you to become experienced in the church. As you become more experienced, you love your father more, but the less it's been when when you are very young, it goes to a cycle like this, like this, or like this, like this and like this. That's how your thinking goes. It's high, then it falls very low and then it goes high again. Everybody goes through that cycle. When you are very young, two years, three years. You believe in your father. My daddy, my daddy is my daddy will come and my daddy will get you. I will tell my daddy and my daddy will come to the school and you will see you believe your daddy. Daddy knows everything. Daddy, how? Where can we get a dinosaur? We can get one in my house on Friday. My daddy says he will bring me a dinosaur. You believe it daddy. Look at everything you believe like this. But as you get older, getting nine years, 10 years, your beliefs get less. By the time you are 1314, your belief in your father goes very low, 15161817, that is at the lowest. Those around that time, the teen then as you get a little older, by 20 begin to. So my father knows quite a few things. By the time you get to 25, you see that he's climbing. He said that he was right about a lot of things. By the time you get to 30, getting to 40, he said that the man is very wide. I tell you the man, he knew a lot of things. He didn't say it. Is it not true? Tell the children do that, but they have a certain mind, especially from the time they become teenagers. Teenagers the the West, the most difficult part of growing up children. Yeah, but that's when their hormones are more rebellious. All of you who have small, small, small, small children rejoice in your little little children. Or the day cometh when that little child that will say you are holding baby, you will be surprised. The child will look at you and say, but you have never been a father before. This is also your first time of being a father. And is it not true? Is it not true? It's true this is also your first time of being a father. Yeah, it's wonderful #21 Of a good report from outsiders. Amen. Of a good report of outsiders. No. The report you bring from outside your workplace and so on usually corresponds with the kind of reports that you get at church work. Amen. If you are a good worker at your work, you are usually a good worker in the church. If you are a bad worker in church, in the secular world, you're usually a bad worker in the church work. Did you know that? So I often look at where people work, how they did in their work, what their last boss tells them is very important. Many people that have employed, the people that where they were living were sad that they were leaving. The person coming to work, the people that he's leaving must be very sad that they have lost a golden fish. They the last thing they should tell you is that any time you want to come back, you can come back, yes. But when you see somebody who was sacked from here, sacked from here. One day I saw a certain brother, he had a job at a pharmacy shop. He was in the pharmacy shop for sometime. Then I saw him later and I said how is work? How is the pharmacy shop? He said, oh, that man is very difficult man. He's not straightforward, Mr. So and so he mentioned his name. He's not a straightforward person. I've started not to work, So what I do, so I'm looking for a job. Then I saw him and he said why so I'm at a computer, feminine computer business. So after some time I saw him. So how is the computer business? He said, oh, the computer guys they are not good at. There's something wrong with the guys. Something wrong with the pharmacy shop guy? Now there's something wrong with the computer guy. So after some time I saw him. I said how is the computer? He said oh I'm no more with the computer. You know there were so many things I don't want to say everything. So then I saw him again. I said so where are you now? So I'm at a forex Bureau where they exchange money was now we have moved from to a forex Bureau. One day I saw myself. How's the forest Bureau? The guys are crooks. So he has moved from the forest Bureau. So the next time I saw him, I said where are you now? So I'm working on my visa to go to America. The next time I heard of him, he was in New Jersey after he was there for sometime. The next time I heard he was in Ohio or some other place. I said you look at these characters and you see that even in the secular where and this guy, he was a church member and stable and he also left the church. You can see, Sir, having a good report from that is no, I cannot go to a pharmacy shop, forest Bureau, computer company to get any good report about you from anywhere. Everywhere you find something wrong with the people there. Babu says he must have a good report from outsiders. Another place you must have a good report from outside is your mother, your mother and your father. You see girls whose mothers blast them. Lazy girl says that you don't do this. You don't. It is true what the mother says. It is true. One day I met my mother-in-law. That time she was not yet my mother-in-law and I was deeply in love with my wife to be. She was my wife to be. Then my mother-in-law said, hey my daughter, she doesn't remember things. So and I said she doesn't remember things, she remembers everything because everything I tell her she remembers especially for somebody that she's in love with, she will remember everything. So I said no, no, no it's not true. And my mother-in-law just smiled. Huh. OK. As the years went by I would tell my wife's and I said what is this with this? She said I forgot what is this, this and what is it. I forgot. Hey, now that I forgot became a poem in the house. I forgot, I forgot. Then I remembered my mother-in-law said yes. My mother told me it is true. So you see the report you are getting from outsiders, it is true. Your mother says you are a lazy girl, you are a dirty girl, you are this. It is true. I take your mother's testimony as a high-ranking testimony. You are a novice. That's why when your mother says the one who is in love with you said that she remembers everything, that they remember the natural 1 is that she doesn't remember. That natural one will reset it. You see, when you are going to get married, it's like a congregation. It's like this is the, this is the, this is the lover, their husband or their wife or whoever. And the whole congregation is the other partner who is getting married. Initially when you meet the person, you only meet the front row members. Oh my God, oh, how is it? Oh, nice, beautiful. Oh, nice. Sweetie, sweetie. Like there are some people at the back. So as soon as you die, as soon as you stretch out your hand and you see then the people at the back start to come to the front. Hey, come. You see that some characters at the back say, hey, now what is this aspect? I've not seen this aspect before. What are this? But there were no, but hey, is this one also in the person? Is this one also in the person? Is this character also in the person? This character is in the person. So now I am surrounded by things I never saw at the beginning, because at the beginning all I was seeing was the front. The front row, front row go to the back. Beautiful, smiling at the back here, Smelly, smelly, No bathing, no smelly mouths, not bathing, not dressing, accusing, talking, parallels. They are all here. They were all at the back. Tribal qualities. At first, when I was married, I was too conscious of your tribe. Your tribe. Your tribe was sitting at the back. He said, oh, whether I'm a Messiah or whether I'm a Ashanti or away, it doesn't matter. They were all seated at the back of we and those at the back say, oh, we, we are not. Say we, we are cool, we are not important. Can I hear the back you say? They say we are cool. No problem. As soon as you marry them, start to come. We say, start to come. See the characters are come now. The language is coming. The language, the food. They say I want this food, shabaya. That's how, That's how marriage is. Hey, now you know something, you know something, you know something. That's why the Bible says you have a good report from outsiders, because outsiders have seen all these guys already. Your mother has identified this behavior. They have seen that you are lazy. One day, one of my passes, the mother told me she is lazy. That's why she wants to be. I said, oh, mothers, I tell you, they are wonderful. They'll tell you she's this, she's that. But you, you may not know, look at a girl like this. How can you say that she doesn't bath? A girl like this, how can you say that she doesn't bath? I mean, but you look at that person like this, the person. You see the vessel three times a day. A lot of the ladies, they don't like Baffin, but you may not know how, may not know when they're all at the back and you married and you see, you have gone out, you've come sweating the whole day. We win the whole day. You won't go ahead, say that. Go ahead, say that. I bath in the morning before I wait. I've not sweated much. That is how marriage is. All these guys are at the back. When you marry them, they get up one by one, one by one. They just come to them. So now you were not here before. So I was always here. I've been here all along. You didn't see me. I've always been in a congregation. I sit at the back. I'm surprised that you are saying you didn't see this. I've always been here. Shabaya, Shabaya. So that's why the report of outsiders is one of the very important reports. Yeah. The report of the outsiders. If somebody was married and the person's husband is dead, the person is going to marry again. The report of the first husband, very important. The report of the mother, the report of the father, the report of the boss, the report of the brothers and sisters. That's the true report. They have seen all. They have roped through all the backbenches. They have met with them all. You are just looking at the front. I've seen the big breasts, the hips, the thighs, the hair that that is not a genuine hair hair. The horse's hair that has been bought and added to your hair. Look at the hair, This hair, is it a genuine hair? And when they go to their room, they'll put Captain hot Dogs hat, Captain Hot Dogs hat and cover it, wipe all the makeup, everything. The face will become plain, like a leopard spot. The whole face will be there. Resident leopard. This a real resident leopard. The real resident leopard will now reveal himself. You don't need to come to Kenya to see the resident leopard. Just have to stay in your house. You'll see the resident leopard. You're afraid of resident leopard? Some of you come here as if there's no residential party in the house already. You are joking. 22 grave serious. That means you have to be serious. Amen. Some people don't know how to be serious. They only talk what we call small talk, small talk. We cannot talk about law, history, ministry, work, nothing, nothing. Only small talk. Because you, you, you don't know have the ability to be Ministry and pastoral is a serious thing. When you see somebody preaching, I must be a serious person. To be preaching, I'm very serious. Yeah. To be a Prime Minister, you must be, You must do serious subjects. Just knowing hair and dress, these are the two things you know in face you cannot contribute. A certain man married a beautiful, educated lady and he was living happily ever after with her. But as time went on, the woman was challenging him too much. Everyday quarrel, Everyday quarrel. Everyday quarrel. So he decided to sack him and this time said I'm going to marry a villager. So he went and married the villager. But after he married the villager, I realized that when I say something, you just look at me. Yes, please. Yes, Daddy. Yes, please. Yes, Daddy. Yes, please. Yes, Daddy. Oh, he realized he was. It was as if he was in the house with a dog who cannot speak. The beauty is there, everything is there, but the person has nothing to say. That is what was wrong with Adam. He was lonely, He was lonely, he could not talk. Amen. It's a serious thing. So some of you ladies, you may want to marry a pastor or pastor, a wonder man. You have to look at the intelligence and the ability to discuss. No issues so that you can't discuss anything. They are not deep. They are so shallow. Everything's just on the surface. So you need to be also a serious. And that word grave is not digging of a grave. It's another English word, Amen 23, not double turned Amen dialogus. It's only used one time in this in the Bible. And it means saying different things to different people on the same subject. You say different things to different people on the same subject. So you see somebody, you see Bishop after his preached, you say, oh, what a difference you've made in my life. What a difference you've made in my life. You're my sunshine day and night. Or what a difference you made in my life. What a difference you've made in my life life. What a difference you've made in my life. You are my sunshine day and night. Or what a difference you've made in my life. What a change you have made in my life. What a change you have made in my life. You have replaced all the broken parts or what a change you have made in my life. What a difference you've made in my life. What a difference you've made in my life. You are my sunshine day and night. Oh, what a difference you've made in my life. Hallelujah. All right, now loyalty is all about being true to what you are saying. Now it is important to know the weapons of a disloyal person, right? The weapons of a disloyal person are. Accusations is one of the things and another weapon of a disloyal person are lies. OK, just plain lies. And then a third weapon of a disloyal person is telling a mixture of lies and truth. These these three are the main staying weapons. Now, how would somebody, let me explain to you these three weapons of disloyal people, OK. When you have someone who wants to leave the church and fight against yours do something bad, he has to have a good reason. And the reason why he has to have a good reason is because people always ask you why you are doing what you are doing. So if you've been in the choir in the Nairobi church and you are now leaving the church, you are not coming to the church again. Do you understand? People will ask you why do you understand? So now you have to sort of say something against the church. So you say we are young and easily impressionable. So you are leaving the church because they're all just young people. There's no grown up in the church to sort of say, or the pastor is after money, or the pastor is this, or there's no anointing, or the pastor has no miracles, or there's no power in the church. These kind of things. You have to find something to accuse the pastor about #2 if there is some, the next one is telling lies. Now you are you things that are not true because if the person is you are just, you are the one who is rebellious. Let's say you are divorcing and you know that your husband is a good person. You have to find something bad to say about him. He has not been unfaithful to you. He has not gone to sleep with anybody. Well, you have to find something that people were other. But why are you leaving him? He's somebody who we all admire. Why do you still want to leave him? You still have to come up with something. You have to say. Maybe he doesn't care for us and you don't really know him, you know, you don't really know him. If you were to know we. I stay with him. You know, it's not easy. And you see these people on stage, that's not how they are in real life. I tell you, the man's a difficult man. Very, very difficult man. You know, he has slapped me before, you know, and you should have said the things you said to him before he slapped. He should have slapped you more than 40 times already. If I slapped you only once, man over 40. So he gave you 140th of the natural response. Yes, yes, you have to find something to say and sometimes things that are not true at all. Now, this is the second weapon, lying. You have to accuse, you have to lie. Now the third weapon is the most diabolical because it is. It is the weapon that allows you to be disloyal and stay around for a long time. In one breath you will be saying what a difference you have made in my life, what a difference you have made in my life. This is what you'll be saying. You have to replace all the broken what not. And you say good things so people see you as that and you have to lie and you are really belong. Oh, I'm really proud of it. You need that to maintain your position as Judas to the last moment. But there's another side. There's the other side that's a DI logos saying different things about the same subject to different people at different times. So while he was sitting with Jesus, I'm going to turn across all Jesus. He's with the Pharisees negotiating that episode. Yeah, the guy's totally off. We need, he needs to be arrested. This guy's smart. He's going to destroy that. I agree with you. He's going to destroy the nation. But I can't just do it for nothing because I've been a fully employed there and after I leave him, I need to get my own taxi and have my own business and so on. So I can't just do that. So you need to, you know, there need to be something. I hope you understand. It's OK. We'll give you 30, you accept 30, then you come back to the disciples and you're flowing. So ah, John, John Lazarus has been read from that. Oh, Jesus is low flowing. That's what allows you to stay for a long time. So these three weapons are weapon that I use by the they have been used on me all my life. So I also use the weapon of teaching. You see teaching, there's a weapon I rarely use, which is cases. I don't deploy it often and I don't chess people, but I just chess boundaries. I just put a barrel like lions, you know, the wee wee all around, lions wee, wee, wee, the wee, wee here, wee wee, wee here, wee, wee, wee here and it marks the area that this is my area. When you come in I'll fight with you. If you've watched wildlife, you'll see all the animals have territories and they mark it with their wee wee or their poo poo sometimes. So the wee, wee, wee, wee, wee, wee, wee. And if you come in, there will be a deadly fight. And sometimes the lion can be seriously injured or sometimes it can even die. You get it. So sometimes you have to put a little wee wee on the borders. That's it. If you cross here, may you vaporize. Yeah, if if you spoil the church, may your life be spoiled. It's not a case on, it's not an attack on an individual, but it's an attack on the it's a protection on the boundary. And it's something God has told me to do before. Yeah, I just put it on the boundary like that. If you, if you spoil the check, if you want to leave, just go. Don't come and urinate all over a check that we've struggled to build all these years. Do not. We will. We will fight you. But we fight these things by teaching. That's what I'm teaching you. Because of all the people, you must not become Judas. But there will always be Judas. There will by all means be Judas. Even ladies can be Judas. And you must pray that you will not be in the chair. There will always be a Judas. There's always somebody who turns against somebody who changes his mind, somebody who changes somebody who was flowing and now the person has changed their mind. But pray that it will not be you. Amen. Pray that you'll be faithful to the end. The more loyal you are, the more your reward, because at the end the reward is given to those who are faithful. Do you remember the rule, The crown that is given to those who are faithful to the end? Which crown is that? No Crown of righteousness or crown of life. Check it. You are not sure you are arguing? How can you argue? Amen. Are you there? OK, Good. Good. So, ladies and gentlemen. Ladies and gentlemen, which one is it? Kind of life? Yeah. Dialogos, it is snake that have two tongues. May you never be a snake in the church in Jesus name. Ah, the church in Kenya is going to multiply greatly. It's going to grow. God has given it a very large boundary, wider than you could imagine or build with your own physical strength. God has given it. So I want you to enjoy it and be part of it. Don't be left out. When God is doing something, it's better to join than to try to swim in the opposite direction because it will not work out for you. Yes, we'll put boundaries and God is going to use the church in Kenya to affect others that are not Kenyans. And that light will come right out of Nairobi and it will shine to many places. I want you to be there when it is happening, not just at the beginning when we are shouting Amen. But I want you to be there and I want you to protect yourself so that you will not be someone who will be deployed by the devil. One day a sudden minister was praying for people. Then suddenly he saw on the shoulder, not on the shoulder, actually on her breast. He saw on a breast air. It was like a little monkey sitting on the breast and the lady had breast cancer. So he said, he said this was Kenneth Higgins. He suddenly saw, so I'm seeing her like I can see the badge and you see the badge around so they can see the badge. You see the badge on her breast. So he saw just sitting there and he said come down and he dropped to the ground. Take it off. It dropped to the ground. It was like a little monkey dropped to the ground. And he said walk out. And he walked on the floor out. This one was, yeah, she was about to die. Advanced cancer spread everywhere. Yeah. And she was. She, the spirit went out. The woman who had this cancer, just the body just recovered. Yeah. I tell you demons, they are real things. So there are spirits that sit on people's. Should I tell them things? No, no, they speak. When they speak you then you start to speak, you accuse, you lie, and then you have two tons. Even the two tons come before the full scale line sometimes and you are just flowing like that, you know. And sometimes when you come, you've come from a church or you've come from somewhere where that is how they talk all the time. You move with it. And naturally you speak against authorities. It's very easy for you to just make a comment. It's bad upbringing, how you grew up in whatever chair. They just, people just meet and talk about the pasta. They talk about the visiting minister. You see Pastor Chris on television, you criticize it, you see Benny Hinn, you talk anyhow. You see this person, you make comments, you see no, when you see somebody, you have to pray. What is what is there that I don't know What is what is he that does he have? I don't have what I don't know that I may learn it and grow in it. A man. Are you listening to me? Yes. So do. If you want to be shepherds and pastors, you need to be faithful. When I leave Kenya, I don't. I'm not worried. Pasobe is sitting with his wife. They are discussing, they are angry with me, they are saying that I'm this. It doesn't even occur to me. Do you understand? And can you see immediately when you have that the church is spoke? Can you imagine all the churches in all the different? If I was worried that this is, it's because I'm not worried that I don't rush there. That's why I've not been here for four years. Is it four or five years? I've not been to Kenya for four or five years. Do you understand? Because I'm not worried about it. I have to go there and show my face, like, yes, I am the Bishop. Look at me, Ye, I'm the Bishop. No, I don't need to do that. I'm not worried about that. I don't need to rush all over the place. Can I even live that way? I can't live that way. It should be too difficult. Yeah, everybody has to say that. Ye, I am here. I am the man. You the man. One day I met somebody. Say you the man. I beg you, please, don't you. I'm not you. I'm not you the man. We need. We need people with one tongue. What you tell me is what there is. There wouldn't be anything else that you will have to say if you tell me. I love you, baby. That's all. I love you, baby. That was all. It's true love. There was nothing else but I love you, baby. And when you go, I will say the rest and and this and this and this and this and that. The back ones will come to the front. No, if you have something at the back of your come now, let's see you all in front here. Speak. What is your question? Let's sort it out. Let's get over it. God will bless us when we have loyal. A light will arise for us in darkness. Because you fear the Lord, there must be some things you are afraid of. One day a certain pastor had a church and he took over the church. He changed the name of the church from whatever to another name. When he changed the name of the church, the Bishop sent a message to him that next time he mounts the if he mounts the puppet, he goes into that puppet, he will die. So the pastor decided to go into the puppet because the guy has said that the next time you go into the puppet, you will die. A big church. He took the chain, took over the church, the buildings and everything. So he went into the puppet on Sunday, then on Monday he stood and he said, you see, nothing happened to me. See, I didn't know now when I had it. All that I have to say is that he should go and ask Adam. Adam and Eve, when God told them that on the day that you eat this thing you will die, what happened to them? Whether on Monday they were there, they were there on Monday, Tuesday, even up to 7000 years later, we are still here. But look at us. Fats, pimples, rashes, sickness, problems, difficulty, pains, headaches, sickness, death, coughing, sorrows, accident, crashes, tragedies, wars, famines. There are some things you should be afraid of. A certain man. He took his wife, his wife, his his mother. He was annoyed with his mother. He took the mother's hair. He knew that the mother was wearing a wig. He took the mother's hair like this and slapped her with it. Oh, yeah, He slapped her. He slapped her with it like that. And the mother kissed him. She kissed him, you know, And I was saying that you see your mother, Charlie, as a groundnut seller on the roadside can kiss you. It will not happen, but your mother kisses you. There are some things you must be afraid of when the spirit of the fear of the Lord is only, you'll be afraid When you speak about a pastor, anybody you can speak about, but not pastors, not lighthouse, but any man of God, that God is using him. Do you know why God likes him? Do you know why? Do you know why he's a pastor? Do you know whether he's genuine? You don't know. You can easily incur the rap. Even me in my work, when I I assess people by how they relate with the people that work with me, always, especially when I started to have to delegate people. If I've put somebody there and you flow with that person, I flow with you. If you don't flow with that person, I don't flow with you. If I put somebody in Kenya and you flow with him, I'll flow with you. If you don't flow with him, I won't flow with you, I won't flow with you. I don't want to be your friend, and I won't even be your friend. If I have somebody who works for me, a worker, a secretary, an administrator, and you don't flow with the person, I wouldn't flow with you because you don't know why that person is working for me and you don't know what the person does for me. One day somebody came to stay in my house and I have a chef and he was, he cooked for him. He was serving him. After some time, my visitor told me that he started to say bad things about my boy. He's like this, he's like this. He's not this, he's not this. I remember when I was standing on the lawn as he was talking, as he was speaking, Then I started to like my boy more. My decision to like my boy was now increasing, and my rejection of the visitor was also mounting. And I was saying my your hours are numbered so that you leave this house. Yeah. Because you don't know what he does for me. He may be. This. He may be. Do you know what he does for me? If I come home at 2:00 AM, will you be there? I've never seen him squeeze his face before. I can call him at 1:00 AM and tell him to start cooking, name the food. He'll start at 1:00 AM. I'll say, can you do yes. He will never be angry. He has never been angry before. At least I can't detect it on his face. He does anything, everything for me. Sometimes my wife will be sleeping, snoring and he will be caring for me. You are coming to say bad things, but you know what he does? We look at that before I just say you are joking. Sometimes you see a man who is, who is God's servant. They don't know what the person does for God. Maybe when he's in his spider, how he worships God, God's eyes, oh, I don't know anybody in Nairobi like this. And you, you just come and you criticize the person, and God looks at you and say, you never sing to me, you never worship me. He threw you a perfect. But he confesses his sin all the time, and he cries. And the way he worship me, I like it. One day I saw why God likes bad people. Sometimes you see the person you say is bad, but God will say I like. Why do you think God chose David? What about Joseph? You remember holy Joseph? How many remember holy Joseph, If you remember holy Joseph who participants wife wanted to sleep with, She was holding his zip. She was looking very voluptuous, scintillating, tantalizing vapor and steam was coming out of oh, she was shaped like a guitar. And she said, come on, Joseph. You can, you can make it. You can do it, Joseph. And Joseph ran away, Holy Jew. But David, Oh my David. David saw Bathsheba having her bath with binoculars. He thought, he thought Bathsheba was a lion. He was looking like that. Oh, David, David. Then he called her, couldn't help himself, slept with her, slept with her until she was pregnant. Then after that organized the husband. So your husband is coming back. I have to, I have to do something and there's not to kill him. I'm going to kill him 'cause if he say look advance, then suddenly come back, let the man die when he had his Oh, your husband is dead. Oh, sorry, your husband is dead. OK, go pray about it and let's whatever and then come. Then he continued his life normally. But this is the man after God's heart. You don't know why he does forgot. What did David say? I will. I was glad. Is that not a song like that? I was glad when they. Let us go into the House of the Lord. Our feet shall stand in thy gates, O Jerusalem, that's. That's the Sinner the cinnamon is singing. Jerusalem is built as a city, that is a territory in itself. For with that the tribes go on, even the tribes of the Lord, to testify unto Israel, to give thanks unto the name of the Lord. For there is a seat of judgment, even the seat of the House of David. All pray for the peace of Jerusalem. They shall prosper, that love be. He's called a sweet psalmist. The anointing. Is be within in thy walls, and plenteous grace within thy palaces. For my brethren and companion say, I will wish ye prosperity. Yeah, because of the House of the Lord, I will God I will see to do glory be to the Father and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost, as it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be. That is David does David. David never ran away from God like Judas, he always came back. David said the Lord is my light, is my salvation. Whom shall I fear sin now? God is my light. Do you see why holy Jew doesn't come near David? The Lord is my light and my salvation. The Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid? Wow. When the wicked, even my enemies and foes came up against me, they stumbled, and they all bell though an army may encamp against me. Wow. My heart shall not be, and the war may rise up against me. In this will I be confident? Come on out. Come on out, come on out. One thing happened, I desired all the Lord blessing. That one thing will I see, for that I may dwell in the House of the Lord, to behold the beauty of the Lord, to inquire in His temple all the days of my life. Glory be to the Father and to the Son. Is it not beautiful? And to the Holy Ghost, as it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be worlds without end. I told you David was popular in heaven. When you start criticizing him, you get into big trouble. You get it. You should. You should leave some things. You criticize animals, criticize the folks, criticize the jackals, but leave God's people. You never know what the person is doing for God secretly. Why God likes that particular person? Because some of the people we see God using, sometimes it's difficult to know why do you like this, Batman? Sometimes you can see the person's fault clearly, but God is using the person. You don't know why so? I mean, who in the whole Bible sang such songs to? Even in the new text was there any Peter? All these guys, all prodigal. I mean say something that express love for God. Nobody. Nobody Up till today there is nobody sing such type of song. What? There's nobody and it's easy to just take him on. So as I said, be careful before you realize you'll be struck out of this world. You go on admission and be within two weeks you'll be gone out of this world. So you need to watch your tongue and you need to be careful that Satan will not sit on your shoulder and use you as one of his his, his agents to speak his own words, his accusations, his lies and his double faced things that he has to say. Be careful, be careful, be careful because it's a spirit and it's a spirit in the land and it is a spirit that can because you don't fear God and you don't fear some. You must fear your mother, fear your father, fear God, fear his servants, fear his men, just fear these type of things. You have to have some special respect for them. That's what it means to be, to have the fear of the Lord. That's what it means to have it. You have to have some special. It's just like snakes, how we all have it. But when you say snakes, what that is poisonous or they'll say this one, it's not poisonous. No, no, no, It must die and it's a snake. It's a snake. A snake must die once it's a snake, it must. How many would like to keep a snake? He said it's not poisonous. I was watching the film with snake. They said that there are two types. One is red, brown, red, red, brown or red, blue, red. It says it's a special small snake, the most poisonous snake in the world. And then another one is blue, red, blue, another one. The other one is red, red, red, red, blue, red. And this one is blue, red, blue. Patent on the snake, You see it And they thought this is very deadly. This one is not very dead. Would you like to keep? What about if it's a mistake, the blue, blue, red or the red, blue, red? Which one is it? A mistake The guy made and told you that the blue, red, blue is not poisonous. And the red, red, blue, red is what? Come on. A snake is a snake. Are you there? Ho lama shandala Baba? Fear God. Oh, there's No Fear of the Lord. One day some pastors were angry with their senior pastor and they threw him out of the church. And I saw that they had No Fear. I met a pastor who spoke against his senior pastor. I've seen him do that thing twice. He spoke against him. He said the guy is not anointed. He's this, he's that, all kinds of things. He spoke against the guy and he and he took the man's church and his pulpit. Everything took over the church. After about one or two years, the associate pastors also rose up and say hey, you have sinned. We look clear out of they threw him out like he ran with his tail between his leg. Then he went to another church and somehow the senior man of God there also made the same guy a resident pastor of his church. The same spirit came again into the man and he took the church and the members went and started another church somewhere. So the Bishop of this church was telling me. He said I met him somewhere and as I was talking with him, his whole body began to swell. He said he became swollen, the body became swollen. Then a Bishop told me, he said as his body became swollen, he looked at me and said, you have kissed me, you have kissed me, you have kissed me, I've kissed you, I've not kissed you. Are you not the man of God? Did you say that I've made your body get swelling? He said ASA was standing with him. The body started to swell, the whole body, and they rushed him to the hospital. Are you not a man of God? Pray about it. Pray they rush him to the hospital. You see people don't fear the church God, you have to fear God. One day somebody had my book Loyalty and Disloyalty. You see I'm sorry to spoil your new book and I am preaching about loyalty. I came to the church to preach about loyalty and disloyalty and the pastor said when I when I left he had double tongue, 2 tongues. When I left, he told the senior pastor on the first time I came, he didn't say anything. The next year when I came to preach, he asked the senior pastor when I finished preach, I preach on loyalty again said why Bishop he doesn't have have any messages to preach? Why is he preaching about loyalty again? The third year I was invited again, I went and preached about loyalty again. This time when I left he told the senior. The senior pastor told me himself later, all this I I don't know, he just smacked. Oh, we are blessed. He's one of the people who sit in front, always comes. Oh, we are blessed. God bless him. And I always shake his hand. Oh Reverend, we are blessed. We are blessed. But when I left, he told him. Who told him that? I see somebody told him that we are quarreling here. Why is he coming to preach about loyalty and this law? Has somebody told him that we are quarreling here in this church? On another occasion there was some issue in the church and the guy took by book loyalty and he threw it on the floor and he started to jump on the book and he said this book is rubbish, He was jumping, this book is rubbish loyalty. And this loyalty, you say it's rubbish and you have, you have jumped, you are jumping on a new book. Say somebody has made a new believers manual in his church. You you are jumping on this book. Yeah. So he, the pastor who was jumping on the pastor who said, who told him that we are quarrelling and the pastor who was jumping on one day his senior pastor calling and was talking to him and then he started to be rude and talk loudly on the phone. You can't just this, this, that you have got this, this, whatever and so on. Then he took the phone and he slammed the phone on the senior pastor and the senior pastor told me. He said I was angry. I took the phone and I called him and he said you, you came to this church, you were a drunkard, you got saved, you came here. I encourage you. I said you have a gift, you can be a pastor. I made you a pastor. I encourage you to do marriage counseling, to preach. I told you you can preach. I gave you my pup. I said preach, take down. I make you a resident pastor of the church. I honour you in the church and I called you and I'm talking to you. You have a person. You slam the phone on me. Then he told him something. You see, that's why I said there are some things you must be afraid of, this senior pastor told him. He said you will never slam the phone on me again. Then he slammed the phone and he put the phone down the next day. That's why I said be afraid. Be afraid of fathers, be afraid of pastors, be afraid of mothers, authority figures. Be just becomes like snake just once. You are an old man, you are a father, you are a mother, you are a pastor. You are whatever. Please. I have. I know I'd rather watch animals than to watch you and then say something bad the next day, the very next day, this pastor who jumped on the book, he was admitted to the hospital for something. He never came back home and died. He died. He never came back home because his pastor had told him, you will never clam a phone on me again. That was the end of him truly life story and me, I never knew this story. It was years after he was there. The pastor told me, he said I never told you this. He said. He said to me, I was so horrified when he died. He said that he told that I met my pastors and I told them because he blamed himself for the pastor's death for what he said he blamed himself because you see, you have authority. You can say somebody, you can tell some with that he he will wither. The mother said it did not have to be like a long case, like someone 09 just maybe a word. So just a word. Just say something. I I want you, if you don't get anything from this camp, get a message that you must fear God, fear them, be afraid of God, be afraid. That's why that guy, you have taken over people's churches and Easter. You said my body is swelling. He said they were all standing in the lobby and the body started swelling as he was standing there and he said you are kissing, I have to not kiss you. Are you not a man of God? Why do you say I have kissed you? Your body is swelling. So my, my friend, my friend, take heat. It is because of that we're double trained. Make sure you are not the snake of Nairobi Lighthouse or Dar es Salaam Lighthouse or with Zambia light or wherever you are coming from. Make sure you are not the serpent because we will. We will rush on you and we will fight you and kill you until you are out of the system. We will. We will not be calm at all. Any pastor who jokes with disloyalty, you are joking with your church. You don't know what you are doing. You know your joke is like having a snake or a serpent. Don't joke with it. That's why the animal they said don't come out at several of those of you who are staying at where the resident leopard. You don't joke with it. You can die easily. I saw a film on not a film. I saw television. A lady, she went in the zoo. She stood there, the tiger at all. They were all in cages. Suddenly the tiger stretch. I don't know how the tiger, the tiger struck the paw out of the the iron bars and removed the woman's arm. He he, he removed the arm with the with the paw. I saw it once the woman had one arm and they asked her whether they should kill the tiger. She said no, they shouldn't kill it. She was now with only one arm. There are some things you don't play with. If you like, play with disloyalty and faithful. These things, you, you, you, you would die in your church. You'll be surprised. So if you want to be a pastor, just learn how to be faithful. If you don't like the church, go to another church. Lighthouse is not the best church in the world. It is not all of us are sinners. Please, if you are a Sinner in the church, will you rise? Now? I want to see the sinners in the church. You can stand on your chair. If you know you are a chief Sinner, you can stand on your chair no problem. These are all sinners. So it's not the best church. So if you don't like the church, there's nothing wrong with it. Go to another church and don't stay here and be same. But we are already sinners and we are trying to make it. And you also come and add yours. It will become more difficult. Yeah. Are you listening? Sit down. I will, yes. I will bless the Lord at all times. I will, yes. The Lord at all times. I will, yes, I will bless the Lord at all times, and His praises shall continually be in my mouth. I will bless the Lord, bless the Lord all the time. Bless the Lord, bless the Lord. His praises shall continually be in my mind. Bless the Lord, bless the Lord. I will bless the Lord, Lord bless the Lord all the time. Lord, you know my heart cannot keep silent just because I know that you're with me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You are the joy of my salvation. Under your wings You let me hide. I will bless the Lord all the time. Anybody in the room, let me hear you stand and say I will. I will bless the Lord all the time. I will, I will bless the Lord all the time, and His praises shall continually be in my mouth. I will bless the Lord, bless the Lord all the time. Lord, you know my heart cannot keep silent just because I know that you're with this message continues on the next track. Keep listening.